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It’s about the moments

June 26, 2016March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

Is life perfect? Not by a long shot. We all have our hopes and aspirations. We have both dreams and disappointments. We love and we loathe. There’s likes and dislikes, drama and joys. Life is what it is and it is all encompassing. It’s what makes the lows sting and the highs, exhilarating. Where am I going with this? I’ll tell you. Life is about the moments. While some are sweet and some are not, it’s important to hold on to your experiences regardless of how minute they may seem. After all, when it’s all said and done, it’s not the money nor the popularity, it is the moments that make us.

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Beach Therapy

May 17, 2016March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

What to do when four walls make you restless and you feel pulled in all directions? Well, one of the things I love to do when I’m feeling that way and I need a little breathing room is to head to the beach. Then again, being a Cancerian, water calls to me constantly. No matter how I’m feeling, just being near a body of it instantly soothes me. It’s tranquility at its base. So when Saturday night rolled around and I heard her call, I instantly knew I needed to go to the beach. Sunday’s game plan was set.

Nourish your soul

April 3, 2016March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

Where do I begin? For starters let’s say that this post has been on my mind for a couple of days now, yet the pesky thing called time continues to be elusive. Between responsibility and duty, there hasn’t been much time as of late. Still, I persist and here I am with this entry. I suppose you could say my present state is a major contributor on its subject matter. So to get on with it.

Don’t just live, be alive.

March 28, 2016March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

Hello readers. It’s the Queen here bringing to you another post to think about. Or not. It’s entirely up to you.

I was spending a bit of quality time with a friend of mine yesterday and we were discussing my earlier post here about society on a whole losing it’s ability to communicate real feelings. Yes, this friend actually took the time to not only read my post, but to engage me in conversation and exchange thoughts and points of view with me. It was and still is greatly appreciated. Out of the all the likes received on the previous post, according to the stats here on my site, not many people actually read it, and out of all the likes and views, only two actually gave their lovely two cents.

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Locked and loaded

March 21, 2016March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

I went from wanting to delete this blog, to thinking of what to post next. It won’t always be that way. Catching my interest is one thing, keeping it is another one entirely. While I enjoy writing, my writing is more for me. After all, not many can crawl inside my mind and even fewer can handle it. That’s the life of an INTJ I suppose. The one good thing is that I’m very comfortable with myself and my paradoxes. “A riddle, wrapped in a mystery, inside an enigma.” I am who I am and I’ve long since ceased editing myself for anyone. Well, within reason. I am an empathetic and compassionate person after all.

It’s been awhile

March 14, 2016March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

Hello there. It’s been quite some time and so much has changed. It’s been a roller coaster to say the least. I won’t get in to too much detail, as I like to keep my private life just that, however I must admit that what they say is true. Life can change in the blink of an eye, or at least that’s how it seems in retrospect. My last post here was back in November of 2014. To be honest, I have considered closing this blog off several times. I just couldn’t bring myself to put any thoughts in to words I felt comfortable enough in sharing with the world. I can’t say that much has changed in that regard. That’s just me though, I’m not one to let just anyone in this little big head of mine. Yes, I know that was an oxymoron. Thank you grammar natzis. Relax, it’s just a blog. Life is too short after all. Back to the post now.

When you stumble, get back up.

November 9, 2014March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

I’m usually the strong one. I suppose that all things considered, I still am. Right now though, all that’s been ongoing in my life has in essence caught up to me. In a way of speaking, I’m overwhelmed. I feel torn in several directions, too much to process all at once. Thankfully, I still suffer from detachment and in a way grateful for it at the moment. I don’t think I could have handled all that is occurring if I wasn’t essential detached. Everything happens as it should.

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Self

August 24, 2014March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

I want to bare myself if ever so slightly now. I want to share a portion of what only those closest to me are privy to. If not to give hope, then to let it be known that for any feeling the same as I had, you are not alone. You see, with the joys in my life, I have also undergone a great deal of pain. From abusive relationships, a troubled family life, loss of loved ones, mentally unhealthy work environments, etc.

Carnivores Tour

August 10, 2014March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

Today I come to you an incredibly content and happy queen. As a long time fan of 30 Seconds To Mars, it’s been a great desire of mine to go see them live. Well, Friday night I finally received the opportunity to, alongside AFI and Linkin Park. What an amazing night. I couldn’t have thought of a better way to spend it. AFI was good, though they’re not really my style. Nonetheless, their performance was solid and the crowd enjoyed them. I was waiting for the band I went to see, 30 Seconds.

Drums and Fire

July 14, 2014March 21, 2020
by QueenMary

Hello all you beautiful people. It’s the Queen checking in after a lovely birthday weekend. I was just sitting here thinking how it isn’t until recently that my birthdays have been something I’ve looked forward to. For the longest time, I had thought that despite my birthday landing on two lucky numbers, I was surely dealt a shitty deck when it came to celebrating my birth anniversary. That is until recently. Last year began something that has turned the outlook on my birthday completely around. Maybe it has to do with my cutting the bullshit out of my life, or maybe it’s been my attitude in general, I am not sure. Regardless of what the reasoning for it is, I am thankful.

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